it been three days had past.. but still all the words that she spoke to me play repeatedly in my mind.. try to forget it.but i failed to do so.. All at once i feel close to tears.it really hurt me so badly. I suddenly blurt out.unable to stop myself.i kept on wondering why me? what i done wrong toward you.. come 'ON' be mature you're not kid anymore what past just let it go.. I'm sick and tired being treated like this in fact I've try my best for the sake of my relationship with your brother. 5 year wasn't a very short time. furthermore there is a lot lot of stuff me and your brother been thru together.. please100x i'm begging you accept and respect me as your brother gf.. i don't ask for more only that. is that the hardest thing to be done? hell no!

one more thing never question me how much i love your brother it only between me and your brother and i never play with your brother heart.you don't have any right to ask that type of question and don't judge me just the way i do.. stop disturbing me and my life. uhhugh! FOR GOD SAKE PLLLLEEASEEEE.....! do help.cause sayang jua belajar tinggi tapi inda jua faham bahasa or finally READ MY WORDS!!!!! DON'T MAKE ME DO SOMETHING THAT YOU TOTALLY NOT GONNA EXPECT ME TO DO.that you need to remember all the time cause i'm fed up to repeat those words.. Always like that whenever you have problem with your brother ( recently YOU create it) i'm the one and only place you easily mad and attack. cause you know i'm your brother only2 weakness.. KENAPA KAN ADA MANUSIA YANG SEKEJAM KO NE? tried to change yourself. now i'm just your bro gf soon if i be one of your family member,are you gonna do the same thing to me????
hell noooo!

thank hubby for understand me.. you knew me better than her.. do love you so much. you the reason why i still here.. you know i can't do this without you.. even now i'm fucking HURT.. and here you are stand just beside me.. i really hope your sister will change her feeling toward me.. cause i can't stand with this. she totally get into my nerve.. i've try my best to ignore this feeling. tapi ia makin menguji kesabaran me..
I'm unaware of anything around us.the world has narrowed to me and my mouth spewing out all my innermost thoughts and hurt.. I barely know what i'm saying anymore.all i know is, it feels good.
Is this what therapy is like??