again i being hurt by u.. i don't why every time i look onto your face, my heart beating faster, i breath every more vigorous..i try my best even more harder to forget what have you done to me but still i can.i tot I'm strong enough but actually here is my weakness.




it not I'm not learning to forgive and forget in fact i do want those thing away from me.. too far away from i don't want to have that feeling of hate..but I'm just a human..

to my baby, I'm sorry i put all the pressure on you.. i don't mean to shout at you..