If Only

Wednesday, April 29, 2009 8:22 PM

hello again..
afternooon me,shidah and lina went to MOE, cause shidah need to register English 'o' level exam for his bf sister.right after that we went to ong sum ping for appointment. thank to god i'm totally health.. and after done with those stuff shidah sent me and lina to daus place since we plan to hiking at tasek lama..
my god! it been a long time i don't go for jog.. and i easily got tired and short of breath.. if i did it every 3 times a week it not possible i can't losing my weight.. i'm craving for my old body..* huhuhu..i know it take a lot lot of time to lose my weight.it ok i wait patiencely..stress stress * toinkk

so time to release tension...

c marul tercucir..hahaha *jk

titanic nda menjadi

erza ambil air wuduhu

*huhu paksa gambar sendiri hahaha

vain jua kami tu

plan kn candid tp nya c marul meliat.*isk isk spoil banar

pa ko buat tu daus?

lompatan yang tidak menjadi..

me

Saksi Kan Lah Ulah c Erza.. Hyper lah Ia Ari Ne.

try to look at the picture carefully what the different?almost the same za..hahaha

berulah wa banar drg dua ane..

p/s = connection is suck for the moment i can't upload all the pictures.mybe next time..

1:42 PM

Katy Perry - Thinking 0f You

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got a seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes.

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of a winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the water's I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What do I do would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into.

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay.

she had a boyfriend. who was an army. he died then she had another boyfriend but still she can't forget her old boyfriend. she just can't erase the memories they had. even though she has another boyfriend, she still loves her "dead" boyfriend..

that the story line of the song i kind of like this song so much.tho it never happened to me.but it touch my heart accidentally.

yeeeppppy!!!!!!!

12:59 PM

yes!! I'm happy

this morning no class until 10.30am.. we had ENGLISH class and yahoo!!! no class in the afternoon still figuring where to go in afternoon, right after my appointment at ong sum ping..
some of my friends plan to hiking at tasek lama but not much people joining i think..
since certain of them busy with up coming TEST this Saturday..
speaking about test i haven't study anything yet
other word " ZERO "
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being so lazy and not in the mood toward it..oh!god please help me..
i'm tired with last minute study but what else can i do.I'm addict to it
it kind of my routine whenever TEST/EXAM coming
really annoying right
i just can't held it.seriously!

I Missed Tooo Much Things

Tuesday, April 28, 2009 4:56 PM

hello!!!
it been a long long time i didn't not update my blog..
been busy and i even missed so much thingS.what had been happened last week
so just short brief on Mon and Tue campus,wed went to Tasek Lama, Thur BBQ at jun place and (for more refer to ERZA blog)Fri-Mon went Somewhere and therefore
i just came back to campus today it self on TUESDAY.
gosh!!!i missed my friends, my room, i missed my lappy and the MOST i missed a lot of event!!!! *mental
to AYU i missed u tooo...*toinkk
speak about her i didn't get to see her today since we needed to go for spread room due to

HEALTH PROMOTION PRESENTATION

so far the presentation, we did it well and to erza and line who spent til late night to finished up with bookmark and phamplets and to shidah for helping with the phamplets, me with the slide
and to jun as a BSE model and nabillah thank you so much for co-operation.
somehow it worthy

Just random picture of me and family

Me and bro

bro and mum

nice pose

the sisters and bro

sarra my 2nd last sister

me and my beloved daddy

me,i kind of like this picture don't know why..

my bro Joe and Daddy

my sister Maylisa and me

SMSMSM

went to tasek lama

Wednesday, April 22, 2009 6:03 PM

ok..nothing much today, morning went to campus.afternoon somewhere 2.30pm meeting with PMS (pengiran mysalwa) our deputy principal regarding hostel rule..and the meeting last at 3.45pm... so we join other colleague to tasek lama for hiking..unfortunately we're to late went we reach there they wasn't there anymore so we (the best friend) just have look around and take fresh air. honestly i never been there before and this is the first time and the place not that bad.clean and very much comfortable..here some of the pictures.. really happy!it been a long time we didn't spend a good time together. what i mean just 5 of us.

let the pictures speak how we really enjoy our moment together..cause we believed someday those thing hardly to happened again.. so since there is a chance why not grab it.thank guy for the memories.. ok until here..til we meet again with different story..

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Monday, April 20, 2009 10:52 PM

"EVERYDAY IS A GIFT THAT WHY IT CALLED PRESENT"

i love this quote so much. i don't know why but it give a lot lot of meaning

which not all people can understand it..

it start went i was attached in ward 22.. seeing alot of stuff especially who fight for their life..

they spend every single of their moment very wisely

i started to love myself,my family,my love and all people around me..

i had this one patient who suffered leukemia

he's one year younger than me..

he struggle enough to fight for his disease in order to live..

go on for chemotherapy, lumber puncture, everyday platelet transfusion

he totally brave man, not all people had that sort of courage..

and from him i learnt to appreciate my every moment and

even my health.

i not i'm afraid to die but at least i've done with all my reponsibilities before i go

it will feel so much better.i think..

i become the new me. i even say i love you not even to my love one but to my sibling and my friends too

cause i don't know how much time do i've.

so before too late i want everyone know that i damn love them so much

not only that i even learn to accept all the good and bad with open heart

there must be a reason behind it.. i do believed in it.

i admit sometime it easier say than do it..

like me, it take an age to accept something that totally insane

but no other option like it or not accept it

it "jai ho" or destiny..haha

i feel something on my eye like i become heavier.. and more..

haha.. my pillow is calling me.need to go to bed..
haha.. i just don't understand why I'm being sentimental this lately.. like i prefer to had something sweet and slow.. just so not me.. haha.. actually that not the real case the thing is i don't know what to post and i try not to leave my blog more than 2 weeks without update anything.but the post above is so-true me..hahaha..i miss my hubby.

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Everyday Is A Gift From A God

10:41 PM

As I waken each morning from the shadows of night,
To a clear blue sky and the sun shining bright,
I am filled with wonder at the glorious sight.
Every day is a gift from the Lord.
For the world so bright and fair,
Sunshine and rainbows, joy I can share,
For the chance to love and care, thank You, Lord.
As I greet a new morning, I can hear my heart sing;
And my spirit soars like a bird on the wing.
I will find life's meaning, and the joy it can bring.
Every day is a gift from the Lord.
For the time to learn and grow,
Kindness and friendship, love I can show,
For your grace which makes me whole, thank You, Lord.
As I travel Life's journey, I will not be afraid; for I'll walk with Christ.
He'll show me the way. I will face tomorrow filled with courage and faith.
Every day is a gift from the Lord. Thank you, Lord.

on saturday..

9:34 PM

Saturday went back to lumut to..

ummm...before that i spent time with my hubby..

i miss u by..

umm..by punya jari luka..totally deep bleed

emergency sent him to clinic for further dressing..

luckily i'm a ~~nurse-to-be~~ (promo lah sikit)haha

so i stopped the bleed, since I've tapau fabon cream from hospital and blue solution

before sent him to clinic..

pity him..

guess?tot he a brave men haha..

actually he's not..

while odw to clinic he asked alot lot of question..

what people gonna do with his finger, does it pain while dressing

i tried my best to calm him but fail and he said to me

"does it pain?"

and i answered "nope! terasa sajuk saja"

and he look at me and said

" bby u lie to me, i know you been practiced to say so to your patient and i'm your patient right now"

and i laugh..

since luka nya dalam paksa lah di jahit..

time kana jahit to he hold my hand tightly..

so after done with dressing and those thing

i sent him home..

even he's in pain still he made some sort of funny stuff

and he even make fun of his own finger..

love you by..

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my friday

8:57 PM

hehe..this is my lovely laptop..lup u!!!

haha..study but the fact I'm blogging

it been a while..

ok, my last friday just fine not much to do..

when back to kb met my family..

umm..i spent most of my time in bed..

missed my bed damn much!!haha..

around 5pm i went to kb ti fetched my beloved hubby and when to his place

around 9-ish went back to bandar..

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LAST DAY OF CLINICAL

Friday, April 17, 2009 4:35 PM

dunia ku syurga ku hahaha...

me and zyrah (my co-worker in ward 11) nice doing business with you jeng..haha

me alone...

YEAH!!YEAH!!
I'm free... mederka( spelling) finally i can rest my body after few weeks busy with tide schedule in hospital and on Saturday campus..
one burden is gone left one more TEST! TEST!
bengang ku banar!!!!! sasak i haven't study anything not even single topic.it not I'm being lazy bum but too tired with clinical area.don't say I'm not good in fixing my schedule cause I've try my best effort on it..just thing doesn't work..
so i don't know what to give tomorrow since I've nothing in mind..
i had my sweet time revise just now still I'm blur and motiveless like my brain giving me signal "hey! buddy u need a rest"

p/s= harith aku curi gmbar arh blog mu just my pix

CONGRATS

Tuesday, April 14, 2009 9:58 PM

to kidah and lifah

both of them are my old friends at st.angela's and smsa

congrats's to both of you cause listed under ITB

BEST OF LUCK

Those who also listed say congrats to yourself..

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suprise!!

8:46 PM

i've stuck in the lobby for couple hours

still figure what my attention came here actually

to blogging?

nah!! i dont have anything to post until now

but the fact people out there should know is

~~I'M BORED!!!!~~

i just don't know what to do..

oh.. ya speak about last night

right after aftrenoon shift me and my other company

( azmi, erza, zyrah, lina, teah, shidah, daus, gdin, nani and his bf)

those who involved but the name not post here

yeah! you've a right to mad hahaha

all mentioned above had involved in suprised jun for her birthday

it is last minute plan since most of us busy and yet some of us not in the same shift

but so glad eveything work just fine

we suprised her...

guess where??

at Q-LAP MALL

not inside the building but then out side at ~~PARKING LOTS~~

haha..can imagine but that the truth

tapi yang penting ia MALU

and nda caya..

after that so-called suprised

kami sambung lagi di hostel..

and WE slept around 1-ish am

huhuh~ sleeping brabis

aku lagi morning shift...

p/s: whatever it is happy always enjoy every inches of your time..alway2x remember good thing come once

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happy birthday

Sunday, April 12, 2009 9:43 PM

happy ~~21st birthday~~ my dear friend..

coming 21st is the start of your journey..

it a key for you to fly freely without anyone stop you..

not just your mum's apron string but free to do whatever you want..

making your own decision

you have a key to control your own life already

but becoming 21st is a sort of milestone that you're finally your own

person and truly live your own life now!!

so enjoy your beautiful moment

you only through them once

so cherish them to the fullest..

♥♥♥♥♥♥ june@ masjunidah waty ♥♥♥♥♥♥

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today

Saturday, April 11, 2009 1:54 PM

hi!! there.. it almost 1 week i didn't post anything here...

oh!!!damn missed blogging *toink*

ok!!i'm not feeling well this past few days..

i'm sick sick and super sick..

i hate it damn much!!!

today i had nursing and health test!!

i've no idea what i wrote in the paper but doesn't matter..

somehow i made an effort to revise a past couple days

i even bring my note to ward

umm..not much to tell this week just fair busy working

next week final day in ward 11

so my next rotation will be somewhere MAY

but seriously I'm not looking forward for the next clinical

i just want to stay in campus and study!!

left less than 2 month, we'll move to UBD..

i dont know what my feeling a a pond it.

happy? sad?

still figure out!! * wawawa*

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UNPERFECT ME

Sunday, April 5, 2009 4:41 PM

i'm not PERFECT girl. my hair doesn't always stay in place and i spill things a lot

i'm pretty CLUMSY and sometime i've broken heart.

my FRIENDS and i sometime FIGHT

and

maybe some days nothing goes right.

but when i think about it and take a step back

i remember how amazing life truly is and that maybe.

just maybe ...

i like being ~~UNPERFECT.~~

because from being unperfect i found the real me..

who i'm, i can be myself

and people turn to love just the ways i'm..

so those who doesn't know me that well stop pushing yourself criticising or even talk shit at the back of me

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this is so TRUE

4:05 PM

yup!this is so true..hahaha currently I'm working at ward 11. bored fun and tired. i bored and tired not because too many work need to be done but because NOTHING and NOTHING to do.. seriously. 85% relax and the rest doing TPR, ADMISSION and so on. i didn't learn any new experience and skill in this ward compare to my previous ward. this 1 week i define myself...ummmm...less tired and more BORING words came out from my lip..hahaha..