If Only

D.o.n.e

Friday, May 29, 2009 9:44 AM

Just a short one.i don't know how to express how happy i'm.Finally..we had a good conversation.i so glad it finally solve.it all because of 3rd person.hope no 2nd time for it..enough is enough.. May our friendship long lasting.I love you all and to my current friends in MJ too..i love you all

the fact of life.

Thursday, May 28, 2009 2:30 PM

something disturbing my mind... my mood wasn't that good this few days
there's certain time i happy but when I'm all alone i started thinking something negative
not suicide.. oooohhhh!!pleeease i still love my self.
this couple month something went wrong.things turn up-side-down
it hard to figure out cause me,myself still blur with it.
yes! i read one of my friend blog and was fcuking true. the fact of life.i can't deny it and even blame anyone for that.infact i'm so glad and awake.cause it mean to be broken. before we're close friend but now se-pa-ra-te
because of what? me either don't understand why those thing happened.
maybe we're not perfect and not suit to be together.
i want this friendship long lasting.
it okey if she wanted to moved on and create something great in her life.no one can stop her
but i really hope what ever happened in our friendship please keep it to yourself
either all the happiness and the bad time..
i always said when we stick together all a piece of us it will make us perfect.
now all gone blew by the wind..nothing left behind. VANISH with the time
will continue... i'm speechless now..

Kris Allen - No boundaries

Wednesday, May 27, 2009 2:59 PM

KRIS ALLEN

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever if you feel you’ve lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
to fight and never walk away

Coz hear I am - still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain (or through all your aches and pains)
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries x2

I fought to the end to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets
Don’t know where the future’s headed
Nothings gonna bring me down

I’ve jumped every bridge and I’ve run every line
I’ve risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why

So hear I am still holding on
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you
and your dreams

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
Yeah…

There are no boundaries
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
There are no boundaries x3

i kind of like this song as well as the lyrics..cause it not a love song.but more to inspirational.this song really related to his life. from ordinary people now become a singer.. and now this song become my new favourite song. he's damn hot tooo..... Heart him alottttttt!!!!!!

officially under UBD

Monday, May 25, 2009 1:45 PM

hello been ages didn't post anything here..been busy with clinical
and my up coming exam.
good news on 25th may 2009. we officially move to UBD and today is the
grand opening of our class. i didn't attend the ceremony cause I'm simply being lazy.
i just back from kb this noon my dad sent me.

oh ya just a short one. yesterday we celebrated my dad b'day which supposed to in 18th of may
but due to me and my sis wasn't around so make it happened on saturday
will upload the photo. i forget to transfer then to my lappy.ok till here. off to bed
i'm soooooo sleepyyyyy!!!!

happy birthday to daddy

Monday, May 18, 2009 3:59 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DAD
coming 45th
wishes you all the best, happy and success in anything you do
we love you so much.
we'll try our best to make you happy especially now.
your hard working is worthy
you're the best father.never regret to have you in our life.

went to miri

Saturday, May 16, 2009 5:52 PM

yesterday(friday) i went to miri with my boyfriend.
just jalan and visited his relative there.
before went back home i we drop by at emart hehe.
i managed to garbed something. gosh! tak tahan mata ini melihat
it was a gawai sale.. the discount is up to 70%.

pose ngalih lah tu..hahahaha..i really love this guy.

i'm in love with bag i bought it at KK last time
apa kan?hahaha jauh jua planting cerita saya dari miri ke KK.
*sign just to share

i kind of like this, i don't know why, maybe because i never had one in my closet.

and this heel.. only the cheap one but i love it.

after that we went to the stalled to fill in our empty sack...we eat bbq chicken
yummmy!!! i love it.

bullshit guy!!!

5:24 PM

oh...god..please.why this kind of people still in this earth.
someone add me through msn ,which he knew my email from facebook..
i just wanna a be friend with anyone and that one of the purpose why i create it.
and come this guy which i accepted a few minute ago.
he online with me, and saying that he want to sex cam with me...he so horny
urghhhhhh! so bloody jerk!!! that was really rude.
and i totally mad right now..
gosh!what he think i'm?????
beware with this guy Brky-89@hotmail.com.
oooomggggg! luckily my friend lina was here with me..
auw!!!banar ku sumpah banar2 wah ia tadi..
and he still carry on with his topic.and wanted to show me his Ding Dong...
yuuuuckkkk!!!! that disgusting
i'm not that desperate
shit!!! i hate this feeling.he totally spoil my good mood..

clinical placement

Monday, May 11, 2009 4:09 PM

future nurse to be

c teah happy sangat2 sal kan pukul 2.and it time to HOME

ready to operate.oops!i mean to dressing patient wound.

start of my final clinical for semester 2.
this time i was attached at ward 22.it female medical ward
basically more to renal patient which had kidney failure.
ummm...today in the ward?
huhuhuhu...
eearllly in the morning we need to face "that" thing.fuh!so not ready for that
a little bit busy Monday ( which i hate a lot)
need to deal with morning care, TPR , D'tix, dressing and a lot lot of stuff..

and aku frust sangat sebab aku gagagagal mengambil darah patient.but luckily staff nurse help ia ckp it ok.sal kadang2 urat tu pandai loss..
i'm soorry i hurt my patient..don't mean it.
ok up til here off to bed.i'm sleepy

pharma oh pharma

4:04 PM

i got my pharmacology result i managed to get only 23/25..
and i FFFFFAAAAILLLL.....
we're supposed to pass 100% for drug calculation
since this involve patient life.
sasak ku banar... just another 2 point.
i do mistake in my unit and this really freak me out!!
mental lah sangat2.

mother's day

3:45 PM

Wishes all the mummy in Brunei and all over the world will enjoy
your special day. be a QUEEN for a day.
free from doing anything and spend any of your time with family

to both my mum.enjoy your day to the fullest.
may god bless both of you.
i love you both.

Again to excapade

Tuesday, May 5, 2009 2:01 PM

went to exscapade again this time with daus..
( jeles ia sal last night ia nada)

we don't book for the room since we're less that 6.we only spent $52.60.just ok.
unlike the night before.

after that we went to Q-lap mall. tried to find something for my mum at Victoria secret
but still haven't got anything yet.

i'm done until here,need to sleep..

12:02 PM

sorry, kind of late post..
last Saturday i had my nutrition test.well not so hard paper
the problem is i'm not revise..ain't gonna cry for the result
since i didn't prepared anything for that.
this lately my schedule pack and unorganized..and this give difficulties to me.
especially now everyone is getting ready for up coming exam which held this June
i learn nothing and i hate it. knowing it final 1st year exam
i want to pass my exam and promote to 2nd year
being so-called senior!!!
so need to regain back my study mood and repack them.
for the moment i'm busy with my up coming test pharmacology
DRUG CALCULATION
define it a bit difficult i had left maths for many year..
huh! not that long but my brain doesn't work properly

lagggging.....

after nutrition test we went to ckg sendi house for adau gayo celebration.
had alot lot of fun..almost all 23rd intake went there..* serrrrbuuuu!!

some of the picture at ckg sendi house...

meerol,me and jun

classic kamu 3 ah..c erza lah nampak old school baju kebaya x plus the glass

c meerol tengah memilih candy kan d tapau ke hostel

i kind of like this picture c erza and nabillah ber'asmara dana'

ester (didie) and me. ke-si-an si teah inda nampak

si nabillah promo rambut si daus. berulah wah ia ne..

the best friends

jun and hubby sweet couple.

tot kn gambar sendiri ada tia si meerol "enter-the-frame"

i spent the whole day sleep.i need to repay back all my sleepless night.didn't get enough rest and sleep this few day. TIRED!!!! i met my hubby around 5pm. i been missing him so much... and at night around 8-ish pm went to escapade sushi with my buddies *grrrrr craving for california maki and idako... *yummy
just imagine we spent $148.90 for our meals that night.. * ish ish bankrupt bankrupt

escapade sushi gadong
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jun and his beloved one

lina apa ko liat tu?

erza and azmi love of his life

si lina ngantuk dah..

it me.basically that night semua ber 'couple' except me and lina single mingle

Went To Meragang

Saturday, May 2, 2009 7:28 PM

teah,lina and erza ready to jump.. alum sempat ku snapshot c erza d bawah sdh..hahaha

finally after million time bru tah menjadi lompatan c lina.. unlike me.. hahaha berdasur wah

vain eh..hahaha

shadow of us..

actually alot lot of stuff i wishes to updated since the connection kind of suck so maybe next time..

all the pictures above are taken at meragang beach, muara..
had so much fun except c jun, she no long stay hostel since her family moved on to kpg.tamoi.
well, kind of boring without you...
maybe take time.missed you beb!!!