sori jangan jeles...i just love my hair. i mean it.... my boyfriend boring dah liat aku curl so i decide to make it straight.. and yadadada... i love the result.aku usai ari jumaat well terror lah aku ne, suppose aku study for my exam ne nda sibuk2 plang kan berlawa.. my love ketawa sal aku bawa my note ke SALOON.. but who care. sayang jua masa tu..on saturday my NNH3 test.. i have to study six topic. asthma,deep vein thrombosis,rheumatoid arthritis, lung cancer, intestinal obstruction and colon cancer.... bayang kan? *lu fikir lah sendiri umm..stress lah sikit sal we need to remember ia punya medication, treatment, process of nurses care and yada... hahah tahu stress but always take thing for granted..

aku di hostel time ne... awal balik like aroung 5ish sal tadi pagi my sister bawa shopping ke bandar. and survey2 stuff utk ku kawin.. Oops!tersasur..i mean bali barang rumah.and then we had lunch together..i miss this moment. since i stay in bandar rarely dapat together with them even with my parent di lamunin..

on saturday we celebrate my little sister birthday coming 6th. actually it on 13th october but i'm not around that time so postpone to saturday.and yes! i treat.. just a simple one.family2 je! my love was there too.. jadi tukang bbq.

happy bithday to my beloved little sister DINA may god bless you and jgn gauk2!

p/s; sorry i dont take any pic..sal aku malas ahahhaa...

my clinical report



ok last thursday, 15th october 09. officially my last day working!!! yepppy!!! i'm overwhelm happy.no more wake up early, no more afternoon shift and no more leg pain due to standing for long period of time.i just don't know why suddenly aku malas sangat2 kan clinical. ya!before this iski menunggu time clinical but now so not looking forward. but like it or not that what i will be at the end of my course.

bdw i got a very good feedback from the sister at ward 19.but then yg spoil nya the last message. because of my absence on Wednesday and failed to inform staff in charge.it ok i take it positively. hahaha sudah atu. overall i enjoyed my time in ward 19...





ok done with my clinical.and now i need to finish up my research which the due date is on saturday 17th october 09. gosh!!this assignment really kill me in softly.. i have no idea how to do it. last minute on Friday EARLY morning i do it and around late AFTRENOON i'm done!! compile and printing.which make me so happy.

somewhere 2ishpm erza text me.. and yes!!! our allowance is OUT.for the 2nd time for this month.$570..it alot for me.therefore double happy!!hahaha

i'm so in love with this "kasut".. i just can't held it.. so i bought it murah je $36.90 hahahhaa well simple je pattern nya but doesn't matter.. i just love it.

.............gadok@ nuraisyah birthday girl.............


on Tuesday, 6th october 09, gadok @ nur aisyah ( if salah spelling sorry) 22nd birthday. so we (me,lina,june,farid,erza,teah and didie)do surprise birthday for her.. guess? di mana nah?? arh basement mall right after kami dinner.. june, farid and lina balik awal sal kan ke PM ler konon nya.. after few minute kami turun ler menyusul.. punya ler lama c farid tunggu kami arh entrance basement.. sal apa nah? c didie macam nda tahu plan jua.. di bawa nya ler gadok ne jalan2 arh utama grand sampai lah lina datang minta kunci kerta teah..

geng... geng.... happy birthday to u lalalala blaallala..

hahaha malu + cali jua lah c gadok yang menahan rasa kan ke jamban pun nda jadi sal kekajutan..

after few minute datang tia c june dengan kek menyanyi dari jauh ler.. i just laugh sal meliat gadok kekajutan lagi.me relex saja balas text my love then c june dakat aku and say my name.. memang ku terkajut.. coz my birthday 1 month plus dh over.. hahaha but what ever it is really appreciate it. actually i don't mind pun as long drg inda lupa my birthday... *sob sob terharu ler sangat2..

right after that kami pun naik ke arcade apa lg karaoke ler.. really enjoy that night

bdw tq june for the photo clip, lina for the earring and erza for the watch.. not to for..get my love..

jeng...jeng...jeng... my present

anth kenapa ler malam ne aku terasa sensitive sangat2. wanted to let go all my innermost but this wasn't a perfect place to share.. want to shout and cry. so helpless!! to call my love and share this feeling scared that he'll worry and he definitely will come here ( hostel gadong)

uuuuurrghhhh!!!!!!sitness..paloi-ness..

stress!!! stress!!! how i wish people could understand this feeling without i explain. thing would be easier..

bdw i just with done my Transcultural nursing assignment. hate to do last minute job but still i malas to do it if kana bagi masa banyak.

I always said.. "suk saja buat"

and now sapa yg sasak and stress. sendiri punya gila.

and now left research assignment which due this

17th october 09.

kill me if i do this assignment last minute..

ok ler!!! sasak udah ku nee..nda tahu apa kan di buat. saja kan menyamak kan blog.

i was browse something in internet and crossed with this quote and kinda like it.i shown this to my friends..they laugh and first expression "that sarcastic!" yup!! such a mean Quote. but really motivate if we took it in positive way.i think. because it base on the real life

I'm not going to quote poetry just for you to understand me.
I'm not going to be thinking about you every moment
but I'll give you a part me that i know you can break.
don't hurt and change me being who I'm.
because I'm try so hard to be someone you can Love
stop expect something more than i can give..

i love you so much. my happiness is when i see you smile.

------------------------- I'M HAPPY---------------------

today last day of my exam. FREEDOM!!! MERDEKAR!!!



OMG!! I Miss blog again. i don't know all of sudden i want to blogger.. ok!!I'm done with my exam and now busy with TON of assignment which due on 3rd, 5th and 17th October but here I'm still taking my sweet time doing all wasted stuff such fb, games and hanging..i haven't start any yet not even single word. can somebody kill me please!! next week start clinical again but this time just for couple week.. * smiling face

ok!last week we had semester break which ONLY for week!!! BORING!!! yes! boring sangat2. i wish i could extend them.but what power do i have???? * thinking