wasn't in mood at all.. all i can think is HIM.
Damn miss him.. he been away to KK since last Saturday and will be back either today or tomorrow Tuesday.. well he want me to come along but then i refuse to, since my exam so soon.. need to study.. no!!! i don't want to be a failure.. plus2x i wan thim to have his time with his friend.. umm..baik x ah gf nya ne.. hahaha.. i trust him all the way. tapi jangan silap before ia jalan i warned him.

"if u want clubbing u may go for it,if u want drink u may drink but big NO for GIRL!"

and what?he laugh.. and said

"I'm not going there to look for the new one. having u in life is much2x enough. if i want it why would i've to wait until 6th year?"

feel a bit better after that. well it not for the first time he left me.but for this year.yes!it is for the first..

hahaha and it make me remember how i cried for him.time ia ke Dubai last year for job training and leave me for 3 month,gosh!! that damn hurt.hahaha for 2 week wh memendam air mata.. cinta th banar.for more it for the 1st time we both separate that long. yup!everyday wh berwebcam ne.. till i need to wake up in the middle of the night dah esuk nya ngantuk but it does matter.it the ONLY way to get in touch with him.. and during weekend i spent the whole night webcam, call and text. haha esuk nya mcm mata panda..i'm not sure how much i spent on my recharge.. this the longest time we separated. kan gila jua lah ulih nya..hahah.. before this he only leave me just for couple weeks or paling sekajap 3 hari..

i really hope ia balik today.. if today balik nda tah ku datang college esuk..
hahha..jk!