Yes!it 72 month i dating wf fabian.. I just love him.. Too drown in love wf him.. Urggh..this lately our relation wasn't that stable.me fight,yelling to much and my teardrop almost dry.. Call me idiot or whatever!but i'm not give up.. I need to pull down my ego.. Yup!at first i need space and plan to walk away.but then when i think it back.it worthless after so much thing we been thru' how can i just easily let them finish..without fighting for what is mine.. 10 minute to 12midnight he came to my place for apologize..plus it was our day..i tot he don't bother about it or maybe give up wf me,since i still in mad mood.. But here he's still stand next to me and waiting for miracle that i could forgive him.. And he kept on explaining me what happen.. Til i kiss him and make him stop... And now im in cloud 9..overwhelm happy..we spent our night at the lumut beach and flash back our precious memories..
He regret and promise me not to do the same mistake.and i hope he mean his words.

Til we meet again.. My pillow is callin..im sleepy right nw. I just got back at 6ish am..

I need full time rest.. Pay back all my sleepless night and restless time.especialy my brain.work to much this few week!!